i don't know about this

afi - the boy who destroyed the world

i'm sitting alone at aroma's listening to the all hallow's ep editing old images. i need to get some friends. it sucks that i have this ingrained negative disposition to anyone left in santa rosa. at least i have a bike now, and the weather is already turning into the weather that makes me happy. i rode around for a bit a couple days ago and noticed that there are already a bunch of trees missing their leaves, and a few areas in town where the streets are beginning to get covered in orange and yellow blankets of fallen leaves. god, that makes me so happy. i also love riding my bike in the cold autumn nights (yes, it is already autumn). i love that bite from the cold air hitting your face at 20 miles an hour, that shit almost hurts - it's so good. fuck, i love fall.

amazing show last night. the most fun show i've ever been to, as well as my first 21+ show. sweet. i have mixed feelings about get vulnerable, but i do love "breathe underwater" and "song for ben henning." shit last night was so good, all sorts of people singing along - though, there were a few people there that sullied the evening, just a little.

the one am radio - flicker

↑ one of the best songs i've ever head, and its a classic.

oh shit: the one am radio - gravity.

i wish some cute girl would clumsily fall into the chair next to mine, and start up some awkward conversation thinly veiling her obvious intentions. but wait, this is reality.

honestly, the only reason i'm writing this is to have something to do here - i came to aroma's only because i hadn't left my house once today. well, i was also kinda hoping to run into someone, anyone i know.

ffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-

shouldn't listen to the one am radio right now, bummer jams aren't good for this occasion.

anyway. thanks. i'll just sit here looking out the window at the empty street and enjoy my lukewarm bourbon vanilla tea. steeped too long.

i miss my friends in santa barbara.

(by the way, i'm not as bummed as i may sound. i'm just in a mood.)