cross your arms

i know that you know - i can tell

fuck this band/album is fucking INCREDIBLE. so much energy, innovation, simplicity. god.and the singer sounds a bit like sebastien grainger.

i'm feeling great right now. i have no clue why. my mind works so erratically. i constantly flip through conclusions and consequences in my head, and sometimes, if i'm lucky, i stumble upon that makes me feel great. that happened about 15 minutes ago. i love smiling to myself. i love the future. i love dancing alone in my room in my chair while i type this. i love alton brown. i love driving fast while listening to against me! and singing as loud as i can and not even caring about my left arm slowly burning from the suns brutal rays. fuck. life can be so awesome if you don't allow shitty stuff to get in the way.

that said, i'm probably gonna slip back into my stressing soon. but for now lets celebrate happiness and energy and prosperity.

i want to grill again. maybe when i head to santa barbara we can get a grill together and throw some burgers and dogs on there? yeah? fuck yeah.

listen dudes, i'm pretty pumped on life right now (quite the dichotomy from the last couple days, i know) and everyone else should be too. just step back from whatever issues are troubling you, and think about the future, and how in the future you won't have to worry about these problems, regardless of their intensity.

life can be so rad, you just have to let it.