change of heart

air france - june evenings

decided against my original plan. i was having doubts anyway. whatever. feelin' good now. pretty fucking good. yesterday and today have been rad, and it's because i have scrapped that plan of mine. mmm.

got reason, finally. after going through a bunch of weird backdoors in the program and various other programs (read: fuck downloading dvd software just to virtually run a disc), i finally have reason 4, which means i can make music again. i'm sure there are some people saying "oh fuck, not again," but i will be taking a different approach to music making. i want to start totally fresh, which means a new name. can't think of anything awesome right now, but i'll figure something out (i'm also open to suggestions). i would really like to get like 25 7" pressed of my classic jams, like, a four-song "best of," if you will. i think i would be able to sell at least some of them.

reason is the shit. so much more legit than fl studio. i can actually use my midi keyboard with it. mmm.

i need inspiration. i'm way excite to do some shit, but i have no inspiration so there's nothing or me to produce. dammit. i guess that means i'm gonna need to scour my music library to find ideas.

scattered. ugly. aesthetically unpleasing.